Alone

I remember
How the sun on your hair
Shines brighter than the golden coast

And I always thought
I'd wanna move out west
But here in your arms
Is where I feel my best

And I...
Can't believe
I gave you up
Yeah, I let you leave

And I...
Oh, I feel so mean
I let you cut me off
Yeah, you cut me clean

So where do I find myself?
Where do I go?
I need to think, I need to breathe
I need to be alone
But I never thought that
To find myself
I'd need to lose
The one someone
Who made me feel whole

I know they say
Time heals all wounds
But time is just a construct
So I wait around for soon

I know...
I've got growing to do.
Each day is a lesson
I'm learning, I promise you.

If to be alone
Is what I need,
Then be alone, I'll be

And I'll love myself
In place of
The love you gave me.

So where do I find myself?
Where do I go?
I need to think, I need to breathe
I need to be alone
But I never thought that
To find myself
I'd need to lose
The one someone
Who made me feel whole

Where do I find myself?
Where do I go?
I need to think, I need to breathe
I need to be alone