On my Own

Hi I can't get to the phone right now, call me back later

Please, what did i do wrong
Look whatever I did just tell me I beg you
Send me a text, an email
For gods sakes
I'm on my own right now
Pick up the phone

Pick up the phone I know you alone
You reading my text I'll sing you a song
I know it ain't funny i didn't do wrong
But you the one telling me I'm on my own

I tell my young-ins to come meet me at the crib
The people in their youth should remember how to live
The children are the purest at least that's how I was then
And now my life is plagued with a million other sins
I been stressing bro
I wish I could just think less and go
Feel like everything in my life is a test to grow
Feel like I'm positive but secretly I'm pressed I know
And I know what to do but I feel like I'm guessing though
I feel like I'm growing distant from everyone
I talk to my closest friends for a minute then we're done
I say I'm busy and ignore my phone when it rings
But lately I'm realising that I can't do everything
Got a lot of pressure on my shoulders
A day goes by I feel like I'm a month older
Is this what it feels like to be grown?
I knew I always was but now I'm really alone

Pick up the phone I know you alone
You reading my text I'll sing you a song
I know it ain't funny i didn't do wrong
But you the one telling me I'm on my own

We was talking for a minute
I was saying something random then you cut it I ain't finished
I ain't with this
I won't miss this
You were never active but you acting like a princess
Or maybe you were swimming with the fishes
But who know
I don't want complicated ending
No complicated settings
You saying that the wifi don't work
It means we're ending
Now it says my messages are pending
What's the point of this time that I'm spending on you
We don't need a curfew
But you don't wanna go out
Outside, we could go to the north or the south side
Got me out of my mind shawty
Well at least I tried shawty
I would always abide shawty
But I guess it's goodbye shawty
Goodbye

Pick up the phone I know you alone
You reading my text I'll sing you a song
I know it ain't funny i didn't do wrong
But you the one telling me I'm on my own