In My Mind

Spiral up into my mind vortex
How was I spost to know that I was this complex
On second thought I never would have really guessed
That this would be the place that I would end up next

Well let me tell you about my bodies specs
I figure that I've taken about a quarter billion breaths
I've walked an average fifty million steps
And I've also probably died a hundred thousand deaths

Real is a word
That I do find absurd
But I will not be
Fooled again

So go,
Run away
Who am I
I can't say
Freaks you out
And this is new
But what are you supposed to do
And what is real
And what are we
Are we what we're meant to be
I do not know
I'm in my mind
Unlike most of human kind

We can bend and break the rules of time
Watch yourself relearn it when you press rewind
And you can be the ones who help each other climb
Out of the negative spaces that we've all refined

But does your energy continue when you die
Or trap itself inside the nearest random guy
Or does it split into a new timeline
Where it ended up that you had just survived

Dying is a feeling
That I do not find appealing
Yet I'm curious
What's on the other side

So go
Run away
Who am I
I can't say
Freaks you out
And this is real
But it's not that big a deal
And what is new
And what are we
Are we what we're meant to be
I do not know
I'm in my mind
Unlike most of human kind
Whoa!

You cannot handle all of me
I unapologetically
Will be the way I want to be

Yeah
One day you'll look inside and find
You have the power to decide
You have the power to decide
You have the power