Reality

I've been through a lot since i broke my heart
Lots of things gone to flames, i don't know where to start
It feels like one day i'll reach my goal on the charts
I'm over the drama, these dreams are not too far
And maybe i can try to call everyday another vibe
We been through a lot, maybe we needa take our time
Lotta fake people tryna talk bout me like i'm soft
I must be doing better, soon i'll be on a 12 floor loft
1k in a week, these stats don't lie it keeps going up
Forgive me if i was fake, i keep on making these mistakes
I'll better myself, i'm no better than good if i don't change
All these things that made me look like i was needy
I remember when dictionary words actually had a meaning
But it's all gone, all thrown down in society that's never fun
Everyone tried to make me feel like i was the worthless one
But i swear it's all bullshit, with all these games of lies
All these emotions in my head could be taken as mob ties
I know some of y'all go through the same things that i went through
But just know you don't have to cut off people like they're a flu
I know i got power to try to go against all these fakes
You just gotta focus on yourself and always stay awake
Yeah well it's hard to even do, unexpected actions come outta the blue
I know lotta my so called friends try to act like this is all new
But it's been happening since time, and y'all don't really do anything
Empower mental health on socials, but the close ones stay on a sad thing
And it doesn't matter how close you guys are, the distance is truly far
I'm tired of the way they be tryna play all these games and glorify depression
When the ones that actually go through it, are the ones that really be taught a lesson
But what i've learned through this time so far is that i should take things as they are
Take all these emotions and really start from my heart
Instead of pushing my self into a wall
And those are the motives that i needa work on
Yeah, AnB



Credits
Writer(s): Amir B
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