Hard To Forget

Im a roll up and get high and escape
Thought you was down til you lied to my face
Im a stay focus, stay down and stay safe
Thought you was riding til you jumped outta place
And you said you was loyal, you slippery like snakes
All that fake shit, man I can't even relate
See thru yo disguise and look straight in yo face
When I look in yo eyes all I see is the hate
Say that you love me, I think that it's fake
Yo presence is toxic, I need me some space
Im trapped in my thoughts and I need to escape
I want the profit to fill up my safe
Can't trust no thot, so I tend to neglect
These hoes ain't got morals, no love or respect
Guess Im jus playing the cards I was dealt
So close to my chest that I can't even rest
When I get in my feelings, it's hard to progress
It's some shit in my past that's hard to forget
Yea

Im a take flight of them paper planes
I hope this blunt take away the pain
Since we lost Keith shit ain't been the same
I done stayed down and I stacked some change
Watched em switch up, but I can't complain
Can't show no mo love, cuz they think you green
And im a go hard for that leef that's green
Was down on my ass and was losing my focus
I look at my kids and I know they my purpose
So I get to the bag and I know that they worth it
Done did some foul shit, so I know I ain't perfect
All that I know is that im trying my best
I had to stay down thru hard times and stress
Put some faith in myself, only time will tell
Remember times I ain't think I would make it
Had to stay down and develop some patience
Cause when I was broke, a young nigga couldn't take it
That's on my soul, pray my folks never change
I swear it's so hard to stay up thru the pain

So Im a roll up and get high and escape
Thought you was down til you lied to my face
Im a stay focus, stay down and stay safe
Thought you was riding til you jumped outta place
And you said you was loyal, you slippery like snakes
All that fake shit man, I can't even relate
See thru yo disguise and look straight in yo face
When I look in yo eyes all I see is the hate
Say that you love me, I think that it's fake
Yo presence is toxic, I need me some space
Im trapped in my thoughts and I need to escape
I want the profit to fill up my safe
Can't trust no thot, so I tend to neglect
These hoes ain't got morals, no love or respect
Guess Im jus playing the cards I was dealt
So close to my chest that I can't even rest
When I get in my feelings, it's hard to progress
It's some shit in my past that's hard to forget
Yea