All Alone (feat. Mikayla Sippel)

I'll gaze at the stars
As my mind wanders off
My searching soul feeling lost
All alone in the dust
Feel so small as I stand
Here alone with no friend
Holding on by a thread
But this can't be the end

I wanted to hear your voice but not able to call you
Your number is a refuge to us feeling safe when we're talking
Refusing you're gone and you're not coming back is a problem
This feeling of emptiness grows every day and it's awful
I tap into every emotion and tackle this hole in my heart
To repair it unable to bear what I'm sharing
This has been weighing me down and I'm left in the dark feeling helpless
Involved in a million issues I try but I can't seem to solve them
Blaming myself for these things that I know I can't change
And I'm hating myself to the point that I'm losing all faith
What's better when better is not gonna stay?
What's hopeful when I'm feeling less of myself every day
And why does the thought of my happiness
Make me uncomfortable so out of place?

Holding on by a thread
But this can't be the end

I'll gaze at the stars
As my mind wanders off
My searching soul feeling lost
All alone in the dust
Feel so small as I stand
Here alone with no friend
Holding on by a thread
But this can't be the end

Can't cry cause so I'm so mad
Hold on but with both hands
So frantic I'm in a state of prolapsing so sad
While the world around me is falling apart put it all back
This is all I have I've been bashed cause I have a passion I can't trash
On our last call, you said you're so proud of me
God knows that I'll never fold over, whatever happens, I'll capture it
Can't keep asking the purpose I serve
Cause my mind pulls a fast one when I'm doubting it
How can I feel stable when I'm stumbling not balanced
You told me I'm on a path that I never walked
That we have a gift and to live it strong
Cause sometimes life just sneaks up with a dark side
Taking your heart, mind at the worst time
And when night comes thoughts rise to an all-time low
Looking up searching for answers that I might not find?

I'll find my way, but until that day

I'll gaze at the stars
As my mind wanders off
My searching soul feeling lost
All alone in the dust
Feel so small as I stand
Here alone with no friend
Holding on by a thread
But this can't be the end

I wanna go, a place you don't know
Away from this world, a place for the broke, where I'm not on my own

Disconnected, from reality
I'll find my way, but until that day

I'll gaze at the stars
As my mind wanders off
My searching soul feeling lost
All alone in the dust
Feel so small as I stand
Here alone with no friend
Holding on by a thread
But this can't be the end

This can't be the end
This can't be the end

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