Arrival

I know one thing for sure
Everything is temporary
I thought boredom and distraction are my best friends
At the end of the day they're gone
And you're all I can think about

You make me listen to your favorite song
And smell like your favorite cigarette
That night when the moon was hanging low
When you go down there and took things slow
I can't stop replaying it in my head
It's not even enough it came in my sleep

So would you kill me eventually?
Because an old man once told me
"Find what you love and let it kill you"
Well I found you
But boy how you lost me

I guess I'm the best fuckin' book you'll never fuckin' read
Just sitting down there nicely in your old shelves
Untouched
Covered in dust and spider web and dirt
Everything
I still wish it meant something to you though
All of it
Later when you're cleaning up
We'll find out

The thing is I simply want to be with you
Unfortunately it's not as simple as that