Child's pose

Who wants the traumas baked in?
You'll never sweat it out
It set up shop in your bones
Oh, once it's normal to drink
And kind of hope you drown
You know you're really alone
You know you're really alone!

I've only got one foot in
I keep the other out
I should take that leap, but I don't
Thought I knew what I was in for growing up, but now
I'm moving to child's pose
I just hope that nobody knows
(Haha)

I go
To child's pose
You want some help?
You're on your own
(Leave me alone, leave me alone)

Been walking backwards going home
And it's been really hard on my toes
I kinda wish I drowned that time
But then I like how it feels to grow
Been getting back to my basic needs
But I'm so sick of this family
I've got a grown up heart, I know
But I get stuck in
Child's pose

Oh, I won't know what you think
Unless you spit it out
Maybe just leave me alone
I'm better off on my own
Maybe I'll show you just how much I've grown
But let's do that over the phone!