I Won't Find Hope in You

Vain eyes, lose life to your bitter lies
I won't find hope in you
I won't find hope in you

I can't find peace
Knowing everything and all you did for me
But I won't try to hide, the mercy you gave my life
But it's just me and my letters, writing just to feel sane
And it doesn't get better; everything stays the same

Depressed, but now I see there's beauty in this melody
So, forgive the song now, for drowning all my words out
Break down, shut out the world and let it fade out
Shut out the world and let it go
Just let it go

Will I quit, will I quit when I want to?
Because I'm not you
Break down and change or just throw it away

'Cause it's one for the money, two for the time
Three for the lack of sleep, always in my hindsight
I always said I'd never be this way
But nothing will continue to change

Depressed, but now I see there's beauty in this melody
So, forgive the song now, for drowning all my words out
Break down, shut out the world and let it fade out
Shut out the world and let it go
Just let it go

I'm at a loss for words
I can't see from the floor
Yeah, 'cause I won't let it go
And I don't want to be me anymore

And all I've done, a couple stunts, is not enough
Reality is gonna sneak up
When you fool around and think that you're the one
I wish that I was only writing lyrics
When I said that I don't like having fun

Depressed, but now I see there's beauty in this melody
So, forgive the song now, for drowning all my words out
Break down, shut out the world and let it fade out
Shut out the world and let it go