Say What Was Real

Uh yeah, uh yeah, uh

It's been so damn long since I been in my mind
Been so damn long since I say what was real
Been so damn long since I felt what was real
Like I don't know how it feel

Like I'm just numb to the pain
Like everything in my mind just feel the same
I try to cope but in all the bad ways
Paranoia eating cells in my brain

I question self then I wonder if I'm sane
By the standards of a society in vain
I get caught up and then is everyone to blame
What a shame what a shame what a shame

They say they real undercover not the same
They always hiding and I'm always on search
It takes a while just to reach onto the service
I never listened i was always thinking further

It's hard in life when you grew without a father
It's less important when they tell you to stay quiet
Cause underneath you just a slave to the paper
Underneath you just a slave to the paper, damn

It's been so damn long since I been in my mind
Been so damn long since I say what was real
Been so damn long since I felt what was real
Like I don't know how it feel
It's been so damn long since I been in my mind
Been so damn long since I say what was real
Been so damn long since I felt what was real
Like I don't know how it feel

It's like a fantasy dream from all the shit that I seen
Been too far in between stuck and cannot get out
Like a cycle in circles going around and around
Digging deep is exactly just what it takes to be found
Stay profound with my nouns taking action like verbs
I be simply reacting to all the truth that's unheard of
Finding peace thru disturbance cause all the bullshit keep hurting
They wanna close me like curtains but one thing I know for certain is
I'm the captain of mine make my ship bet it sail
Nothing holding me back the challenge just helped me prevail
If you ever slept on me everything good turning stale
I can't hold on grudges cause if I do I might fail

So I just tell myself that
I need some help and so I help myself
So I just tell myself that
I need some help and so I help myself

It's been so damn long since I been in my mind
Been so damn long since I say what was real
Been so damn long since I felt what was real
Like I don't know how it feel
It's been so damn long since I been in my mind
Been so damn long since I say what was real
Been so damn long since I felt what was real
Like I don't know how it feel



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Writer(s): Kevin Toledo
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