Most Favourite Trap

Now it looks like I'm stuck
In my favourite kind of place
Should I convince myself to leave?
Peace slowly fills my heart
As melancholy invites me in
A rope tightens 'round my neck

Well, there are times when I try to run away
But you keep on giving me more and more
When I'm down you kindly provide me with a smile
Then my head gets blurry
I no longer see a way out
You're my most favourite trap

I am sure there were question marks
On most days I clearly saw through your mask
It's not the biggest surprise
The fun part is that I'll fall for you again

I am sure there were question marks
On most days I clearly saw through your mask
It's not the biggest surprise
The fun part is that I'll fall for you again

Round and round I run
I move forward I fall back
My addiction
My pride

A fairly controlled breakdown
Recently I stopped
Caring to control you anymore

A trap
My favourite trap

You are the colour that describes my life
The colour that I often used to hide
My favourite colour if someone asked me now
You see
In your shade so many lives have drowned