Hope

I just opened a new pack
Went back to suffer again
Opened my phone to write
My hands couldn't handle a pen
Thought about a lot things
To write about it and then
I gave up like most times
It's be coming a trend
Should i write about the past it
Wouldn't change so fuck it
I won't write about love
Cause when i see it i duck it
I won't talk about friends
Cause they know who they are
I won't write about life
Cause death will set us apart
Fuck it then let just say what's on my mind
Corona is going wild it can be my last lines
I'm not afraid of death
Cause that bitch come for one time
I'm afraid of living in hell
With no one else by my side
I did a lot of bad shit
That i regret the most
I'm not mentioning a thing
It's my show i'm the host
I don't like being judged
It turns me psycho like post
That's why i got depressed
And tried to live like a ghost
Cigarette after another i'm not taking a break
It's my own fucking
Body my soul made a mistake
My mind is acting vegy so i made em a steak
If you think life is hot
You need to wait for the bake
Happiness is not simple i think it's complicated
It takes a man a long time to get it translated
I'm not a prophet but faith is getting elevated
Cause god is the only one
I feel his powers never faded
A lot of rhymes i wrote and still don't see an ending
In my mind i'm still broke even if my pockets bending
My views are a joke i hate it i'm not pretending
But i smile when i see your comments
I feel like you understand it
Song after song i'm getting sick of it
Is this where i belong
Or i'm just a little sick
It doesn't matter after
All i'm living with what
I had to pick
Is it right or wrong hit me up
With what do you think