Find Myself

You can't feel a thing
White girl all on your nose ring
Blood on my fangs
Got drugs in my veins, but I'm lookin for a way out
I feel everything
Every moment feels the exact same

A lot on my plate
And I'll carry this weight till you find me dead face down

I might find myself
Layin somewhere down in hell
Am I alive, I can't tell
But really, oh well
I might fade away, but no jump shot
On my dyin day when my blood runs out
I swear I can hear the sound...
The sound of you whisperin under moonlight
About how that pain hit you too right
And now you're in the ground

I might find myself
Playin hearts with my demons
Sell my soul in parts after I divi it in pieces
Eyes real bloodshot red, take a bloodbath
Gotta die young, wanna die while the fun last
Spendin all my cash

Rips in her all black jeans
With her fishnets on underneath
Just like I want us in my sheets
Both of us underneath

I might find myself
Layin somewhere down in hell
Am I alive, I can't tell
But really, oh well
I might fade away, but no jump shot
On my dyin day when my blood runs out
I swear I can hear the sound