Scared To Lose

Girl, you know I'm stupid with it
Should have cut her loose and told you all the issues with it
Never cheated but the lies, you wasn't happy with it
Hope you know I never meant to hurt your feelings with it

And I was scared to lose you after being truthful
Never got the chance to tell you that I want you
Now I'm all alone. You won't pick up the phone
No matter how many times I call

It's crazy how this love works
Thinking 'bout you daily and I wish that we exchanged words
Your love has gone. It's got me thinking that I've been cursed
Every time I'm happy, I get left out in the distance

So what's my life without you in it?
I got passion in my heart can't accept that this is finished
My love for you was like a special bond I have with spirits
Interlink our souls I fell in love from the beginning

That nice to me wouldn't even mind if you lied to me
Protect me from threats and all the rivalries
A song I made for you. Still believe it comforts you
I wanna make it up and show you that my love is true

One last chance. Let me heal you from the scars
All the pain that you felt from the words of the past
I don't wanna see you cry. I just want our love to last
Bring that happiness back like the first time we danced cause

I'm getting medicated
I been sipping on this drink. I'm getting hella faded
And I'm hoping you forgive me, get exonerated
Truth and lies, man. It only gets more complicated

Thought I was protecting you from the hurtful truth
Never thought it would end with losing you
Now my heart is cold. Piece of me is gone
All I want is you and I can't let go

Girl, you know I'm stupid with it
Should have cut her loose and told you all the issues with it
Never cheated but the lies, you wasn't happy with it
Hope you know I never meant to hurt your feelings with it

And I was scared to lose you after being truthful
Never got the chance to tell you that I want you
Now I'm all alone. You won't pick up the phone
No matter how many times I call

Almost got through twenty-twenty
This the year of ups and downs, rocky starts, and we got many
So I'm sipping on our favourite, apple juice with the Henny
I be feeling all these shots. Got my body feeling heavy

Look, let's not confuse the situation
Asked you many times - Are you happy in this relationship?
I did everything to keep our love from breaking
Let it all sink when you gathered false information

No infidelity, just miscommunication
Words from somebody that would make you feel misplacement
Dangerous to listen to somebody that's a stranger
Got you in your feels 'cause the devil be in her nature

Laughing down the phone, she thought she'd try and steal your throne
Waiting for the day that you would contact, ring her phone
Feed you lies and allegations, have you killing off our zone
Love has been departed. Let her win when you let go so

I'm getting medicated
I been sipping on this drink. I'm getting hella faded
And I'm hoping you forgive me, get exonerated
Truth and lies, man. It only gets more complicated

Thought I was protecting you from the hurtful truth
Never thought it would end with losing you
Now my heart is cold. Piece of me is gone
All I want is you and I can't let go

Girl, you know I'm stupid with it
Should have cut her loose and told you all the issues with it
Never cheated but the lies, you wasn't happy with it
Hope you know I never meant to hurt your feelings with it

And I was scared to lose you after being truthful
Never got the chance to tell you that I want you
Now I'm all alone. You won't pick up the phone
No matter how many times I call

Girl, you know I'm stupid with it
Should have cut her loose and told you all the issues with it
Never cheated but the lies, you wasn't happy with it
Hope you know I never meant to hurt your feelings with it

And I was scared to lose you after being truthful
Never got the chance to tell you that I want you
Now I'm all alone. You won't pick up the phone
No matter how many times I call