Mood Swings

I've been jumping off the walls, going through these mood swings
Was infected so much, It was hard for me to do things
Medicine was something that I just couldn't bring
To my brain that was dying from an poison wing
Flew away from the world like an phantom
Was going insane and started throwing tantrums
Surrounded by intelligence, It made me feel dumb
Cause I was a lost man still on the run, tryna find myself
I saw myself in the clouds
Like I passed away from fighting demons in the crowd
I stayed to myself and stayed away from the crowd
I was out but I got sucked back in the house
I would always feel like an man deceased
That was weak after going face to face with the beast
Feeling much worse than I did in my teens
Life is like an seesaw with up and down mood swings

Losing control, no
Feeling so low, oh, oh
Where is my soul?, oh
I don't know

Feelings on hypomania
Now I'm cold hearted
From these mood swings, ya

I've been stuck inside my brain, going insane
Hypnotized by the beauty of an mood swing
Cause I've been looking at these demons every cold season
Playing with my feelings 'till they leave but I need them
To write these words on the paper that I shredded up
Cause I got struck by the bulb in my head, so what?
I'm used to the pain anyway, I'm overdue
For me to make the pain go away, I might sue
But who is gonna help me? or believe me?
Cause everybody wants to leave me
I'm trying not to kill myself, It's not easy
When I don't see the passion anymore to be me
I'm sick of feeling dirty in a world that's clean
I'm sick of falling back in a world that's green
Man I'm feeling much worse than I did in my teens
Life is like an seesaw with up and down mood swings

Losing control, no
Feeling so low, oh, oh
Where is my soul?, oh
I don't know

Feelings on hypomania
Now I'm cold hearted
From these mood swings, ya

Losing control, no
Feeling so low, oh, oh
Where is my soul?, oh
I don't know

Feelings on hypomania
Now I'm cold hearted
From these mood swings