Lately

I used to have a heart of gold but it aint been lately
And Ive been down so many roads I don't know where they'll take me
Said I was wishing for a better life but look this one made me
And im just tryna make it back wanna come home safely
So the 9 off safety get my grind on daily

I remember them nights praying for better days
Everywhere that I turned seemed like a dead end got in the way,
Trying to hold on but question is it worth it, feeling empty inside like i'm worthless
But I done came up to far I cant give it up now
My babies is watching Im gon make em proud yeaah
And show em how to dance in the rain when the storm comes
When the storm comes
And now Im on top of the world with a different view
Thankful I weathered the storm and I made it thru
What don't kill you makes you stronger, just keep on pushing through yeaah.

I used to have a heart of gold but it aint been lately
And Ive been down so many roads I don't know where they'll take me
Said I was wishing for a better life but look this one made me
And im just tryna make it back wanna come home safely
So the 9 off safety get my grind on daily

It aint about what you go thru but how you bounce back
Aint switch I leveled up an just left what stayed back
I hustled for what I got but never settled for that
Sometimes you make your own lane and stay up offa the map
But it was always something bigger
Always something keeping me going I needed quicker
Thats why I cloth cuts differ dap me up but they bitter
And look if it ain't addressed then I aint accepting what they deliver
If I lend it off the strength I need the interest this shit different
This aint the recipe you seeing on pintrest
Keep my eye from a distance for instance
I usually move silent the 9 handles my business

I used to have a heart of gold but it aint been lately
And Ive been down so many roads I don't know where they'll take me
Said I was wishing for a better life but look this one made me
And im just tryna make it back wanna come home safely
So the 9 off safety get my grind on daily