In It For the Pleasure

Operator's on the phone
Says, "I can't be trusted"
That's why you left me alone
It was broken, now it's busted

A little sunshine would do
But outside it's disgusting
It's barely making a sound
My heart is beating so loud

I feel the sinking in my bones
I feel the pressure
Were you in it for the love
Or were you
Were you in it for the pleasure?

It's late July
And the sky is so grey
Everyone's in bed
For a month in LA

The house is so quiet
It's barely making a sound
Hands are shaking
My heart is beating so loud

I feel this aching in my bones
I feel the pressure
Were you in it for the love
Or was it a game?
Were you just in it for the pleasure?

I dive into the pool
But the pool was empty
There ain't no water now
My bones feel like an ash cloud

All the minuses and pluses
I try to write them down
It doesn't matter now
My heart is beating so loud

I feel this aching in my bones
I feel the pressure
Were you in it for the love, or were you
Just in it for the pleasure?

I lie to myself so I can stay sane
A list of scratched out numbers next to names
And I'm running out of space
It goes on forever

I feel the pain
I feel the pressure
What was it anyway?
Do you remember my name?
Or was it just a game?
Was it just a game?
We were just in it for the pleasure?