Tell Me What You Want

It's getting late again
And I forgot the day again
And I'm starting to fall back into an old familiar hole
With an old familiar friend

I'm sitting here in my room
Writing down more words about you
I hear all these voices talking in my head
Saying here we go again

So tell me what you want from me
I know you want the best for me
But I could use some help to see
Where I'm supposed to go
'Cause this is not where I want to be

I'm reading books about turning it around
And I'm calling everyone I know in and out of town
It helps to keep me on solid ground
But it's a cry for help
A few laughs to dim the pain spells

So tell me what you want from me
I know you want the best for me
But I could use some help to see
What I'm supposed to do
'Cause this is not who I want to be

I've felt this way for far too long
And I just keep waiting 'til it's gone
I know you think it's a shame to carry on
Re-living that mess
But I do my best

So, tell me what you want from me
I know you want the best for me
But I could use some help you see
'Cause I don't know where I'm going
Or who I'm going to be