Havasupai Falls

I gotta get the fuck up outta here
I don't I don't even know who to call
Shit ahh you know what smh
Pick up pick up pick up
Shit pick up pick up the pick up the phone pick up
Fuck it I gotta get out I gotta go shit smh
Fuck damn

Freeze freeze

So i'm sitting down reflecting
Just thinking for a minute like
How did I manage to get myself in this position
I think I lost the spark before I lit it
I feel I have no soul left so how i'm goin give it
Shit I keep forgetting what I did the other minute
I wanna say exactly how i'm feeling when i'm feeling how i'm feeling
But i'm quiet when I really want to spill it
Shit how did I become my own villain
And i'm getting older now
More responsibility still holding down
Holding back censoring myself
But fuck all of that
Politically correct trying not to offend
I really think i'm getting over that
I'm refocusing where my focus at ain't holding back
Shit I politic but I don't like them politics
It's becoming so monotonous following the rules in my metropolis
All zombied out feeling ominous
And I ain't down wit auto piloting
Cruise control nah I like to have control of what i'm driving in
No collision course the world is yours but I ain't buying it
All this talk is really getting tiring
Got me zoning out so i'm drinking getting faded while i'm spiraling
Just so I can loosen up my mind I try defining it
Breaking down the barricades and barriers assigned to it
Such a beautiful thing I been admiring life
Tryna find purpose finding purpose in my life
So i'm reeling out myself to draw the bite
Was tryna get this paper was considering a heist
And for the cost I wasn't think about the price
I'm thankful for another day of light
Another day of sight
Another day I didn't see the light
My hearts just in another place it wasn't over night
But we just keep on fucking and its hurting you inside
So surely love is blind but i'm enjoying all the rides
Until the day it surfaces and then our worlds collide
She high on this bubonic kryptonite of life
I don't feed her lies but she's blowing clouds that's bluer than the sky's
We love to hate the ones that love us more
And love the ones that hate us most
But give us hope hanging by a string you can't approach
And with that hope all your time you will devote without
Collecting nothing and u keep passing go
They say that if its true love u should let go
You see the truth hurts but I don't ever let it show
That's why I'm staying solid at my shows
Top notch with the flow pop-tops spilling lots of the Mo
Party party party till the cops at the door
Lick shots finish lots of Patron
Till my face stuck in some tettas and cock's in her throat
She wanna win that popular vote
But she don't really know what she doing
So ignorant and stupid but fuck it keep shaking to the music
For real i'm only human don't judge me i'm a animal at times
Barbaric and verbally abusive
A barrel of confusion
Call me the anti elusive just wanna be successful show proving
The overflowing cup that keeps writing keeps writing more new shit
92 percent real 8 percent fluid
Broke car jerkin like the new kids
Mashed on the gas crashed on the conduit
These are just the trials and tribulations of Mr. R. Lewis
Through the midst of odds loosing
I've been Mr.Calm through it
Never got shit no itching palm bruises like
Is he all human still kicking bomb music
Shittin all pooping competition all drooling in sync and all shooping
Sipping strong fluids
Me When I rip all fluent
Imma rip it twist it give it to them brilliant niggaz all stupid
This is my world and I rule it
Half man half African and all Lewis

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