Last Time

It feel like last time
I was young and trynna learn the ropes
They said go ahead and chase your dreams ain't nothin' outta scope
You gone make it
Even if them niggas don't believe
You got somethin' that they don't and that's ambition to succeed
Every day, every hour, every lyric that I'm writing
Thinkin' bout' all Momma's struggles but she always kept on fighting
Now it's almost time for her to never have to work again
Ain't gone see another drought Ma, all our struggles finna' end
You can blame it on the pen, and you thought it was a phase
I know that I'm cursin' in my raps that ain't how I was raised
Swear I still ain't lost my faith, matter fact it's gettin' stronger
I just gotta move a certain way to catch on with these sponsors

Yeah I know
Putting on a show

Know you taught better but I'm gettin' to this dough
Always in my head and feelin' like I ain't enough
Real ones in my circle they know how to pick me up

Aye

And my shawty and my partners they all followin' their dreams
They my biggest inspiration make me go to the extremes
Cause' a scene
No one ever won without a risk
Used to dream of playin' soccer now I'm singin' to the kick
Look at this it's legit never bein' no pretender
I'm my Daddy's son for real and yeah fasho I got his temper
Fightin' demons till' this day but I'm a soldier can't surrender
Makin' sure that when I'm gone I give 'em somethin' to remember

It's a dangerous game we play inside this life we say we living
Had my heart crushed many times, I almost gave up on commitment
Trynna live my life in color, I'm so tired of seein' gray
Whether money comes or goes, I know I'm still gone be the same
You can look me in my face and then tell me what you see
Want my money to make money trynna cash out in my sleep
Never scared to test the waters always one to take a leap
Always drownin' out the noise I talk to God for inner peace

Three AM I'm drivin' through the H it look like a parade
City gave us DJ Screw it's always room to celebrate
Promised there'd be better days, now it's time that we delivered
Been the golden child forever, they can't treat me like I'm silver

Mama, I could never change who I am
If they hear me they gone feel me, yeah that's always been the plan
Thinkin' back to the garage cause' that's where all this shit began
I ain't turnin' down for no one they gone treat me like the man, aye

Ain't no place I'd rather be than in the studio
This shit real life but it feel like we in a movie though
Everybody actin', hopin' that they catch me lacking
But I learned to never put my trust in niggas or no groupie hoes

Aye, I can see the light we gettin' close
Yeah
Trynna figure out what's next
It's about way more than flexin' don't know what they was expecting
But I'm sendin' out a message and I haven't finished yet