Cup of Poison

God, I feel so rough
I've never done this on my own
And every time I blink, my eyes feel heavier in my skull

I can't imagine a future - it's like an empty picture
And I don't know what to do
If there's still a reason to paint a picture
Then I need to hear it from you

Oh can't you see, you're the one
It used to be nothing but now I know something's wrong
Got to be strong
I know that you're sinking, you're thinking of drinking the
The cup of poison

My glass is never full
So maybe I should change the drink
So I'll sip the sweetest sadness
The stain is on my lips

Cus I've been swimming
Against the river
I tried til I was all tired out
It's time to sink down
Deeper and deeper
Til you can pull me out

So can't you see, you're the one
It used to be nothing but now I know something's wrong
And I'm gonna be strong
I know that you're sinking, you're thinking of drinking the
The cup of poison
A cup of poison

I may be a mess of blood
But in the end, I'll always love
The smell of grass, the taste of air
The way your hands feel in my hair
Though I may be a wayward son
I'll always find my way back home
And even when I'm all alone
You're always there to keep me strong

I may be a mess of blood
Wasted in a web of love
You make me see, I'm good enough
Bind my wounds and clean me up

Poison, hey!

God, I'm still so lost
I'm just a seed above the mud
Searching for an easy way to get my roots in the dirt

Despite the weather, I'm feeling warmer
I'm reaching up to kiss the sun
Although I'm wary, the heat won't scare me
I'm not afraid to burn

No can't you see, you're the one
It used to be nothing but now I know something's wrong
I don't wanna be strong
I know that you're sinking, you're thinking of drinking a
A cup of poison
A cup of poison