The Dark Sparks

Days are long when your apart from me
It's not how I meant our lives would turn out to be
Have These leaves turned the last time?
I can be there in a drop of a dime
To protect you, from the harm that I have done
You haven't changed since last September
But I wasn't there so How can i remember?
Honey, don't give up on me
Dark sparks shattered me
We made it work In spite you see
Our vows dwindled in the autumn breeze

I paid for this mess!
Every time that you use me
Careless words or a shallow plea
And I can't keep you home, Your always at the clubs
But I can't choose between you and my drugs
This trip, removes all my doubt
And I hope that I don't blackout
Where's the picture? I don't think I remember?
If I killed you or walked out last September?
Honey please, It's plain to see
Dark sparks set me free!
This cry was, the last thing that I heard
A tragic story, your nothing but a blur

Dark sparks, inside of me
Dark sparks, shattered me