Spanish Regret

(HA, here's a story)

Even though it made me who I am today
I guess its all kinda funny in a way
All the things you do and say when you're taken away
Enough to make a court judge stare and shake their head in shame

Once upon a time I thought of it everyday
It didn't matter if I was sleeping or awake
All the things I did and all the things I said
Beat me up in a way that I can't comprehend

I screamed down houses at 2 a.m
Everybody that I like now thinks that I love them
A video tape long enough that Netflix wants a share
My jaw hit the floor so hard there's no longer any feeing there

I never meant to be a freak
Just think that it wasn't me
A paralytic brain, took my name, stole my body and almost got engaged

And i'm shaking in my bed
Now that it all has been said
Someone lend me a time machine
To make it all just a distant dream
I was only 17
Please just forgive me
I never intended to be mean
Blame the venom in my veins and a corrupt blood stream

This is just a Spanish Regret
Please can you let me forget?
Don't remind of the way things went
I've barely moved on and I've barely made amends.

I screamed down houses at 2 a.m
Everyone that I like now thinks that I love them
A video tape long enough that Netflix wants a share
My jaw hit the floor so hard there's no longer any feeing there...

I never meant to be a freak
Just think that it wasn't me
A paralytic brain, took my name, stole my body and almost got engaged

And i'm shaking in my bed
Now that it all has been said
Someone lend me a time machine
To make it all just a distant dream
I was only 17
Please just forgive me
I never intended to be mean
Blame the venom in my veins and a corrupt blood stream

Live and learning everyday,
I guess I've found my new way
Tho it still haunts me in my nightmares
I'll eventually potentially not care
I'm the king of
Bad decisions
Precision picking psycho women
Constantly nitpicking situations
Having no patience
I'm Articulate and ammo driven with anecdotal lyricism.
My one and only true coping mechanism

And i'm shaking in my bed
Now that it all has been said
Someone lend me a time machine
To make it all just a distant dream
I was only 17
Please just forgive me
I never intended to be mean
Blame the venom in my veins and a corrupt blood stream

I'm shaking
I'm shaking
I'm shaking
La La LaLaLa

Always shaking



Credits
Writer(s): Timothy Brian Leonard
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