27 SUNS

Yeah, what up Taysha
Y'all wonder what theses 20s made me
A low key alcoholic, I ain't proud to say it
Connecting dots, I plot nonstop, I hope my shot not wasted
And fuck that clock, I got a pocket full of bops
To mellow out they playlist, right on time
Feel likes it's time for me to face it
Some parts of me get hard to hold on to they so evasive
There's growth in there that, and what's not
It's just extra motivation
Spending more time in my self talk
And mantra been we still in line, just hold your placement
I'm up talking to myself still
Tryna understand the reasons
How everyone say you got it
But it's hard for you see it
Just know when talking love and hope
Y'all gotta throw my team in
Cause they all chose alone
To have my back when most would leave ya
Yeah
Oh shoutout Jesus
Another sun came up, with grace and mercy undefeated
Prolly take this one for granted
Like the last, stuck on my leisure
I'm not bragging on this way of life
Just tryna let y'all see this
Broad stroke, beautiful mess spit on the easel
With five colors, oranges, and red
Mixing with the greens up, in my head
A warzone at best, I'm playing keep up I said
I'd stop tryna flex for the people
Overdress for the people
Hope for the best people
I'll admit I get stuck
And that's the effects of the people
Got second guessing my efforts, I'm tryna beat it
Since a fetus Nana been on her knees praying Lord keep us
Imagine living life like baby Sasha
Every day another piece hit
My brain growing
If it ain't for me I can't keep it
If it's for us, then it's for us
Just keep reaching
Nah I can't leave this no way
I got so much to say, let's pray
I'm my mothers biggest worry
I'm for sure fathers child
Feel like everytime I hurry
Come up short a couple miles
The past and future blurry
Look like I got is now
27 Suns later, it's pleanty to go around, I swear
"I realized that's not what's gunna make happy like"

It's pleanty to go around
I live in the deep end, one with the water
I'm floating now
Feel like the waves come from me with the sound
Just hold me down
I got dreams of speaking life
Planting seed, feed the village
Break the pattern, break the bank
Take the key, free the children
Feel the soul of the earth
The minerals in the dirt, cleanse my hands
The dancing grass leaving stains on my shirt
Some people get it, some don't
I'm in the middle freestying life as I coast
I've never been one to boast in my approach
I'm just confident this week
Got me moving like there's not a goal I'll set that I can't reach
Just gotta go, then gotta go
This one for Unc, this here for cuz
I'm here for us, still building trust
Sip some water, ride the buzz
Then build it it taller, rise above
Feel like every single night I find a way to screw it up
Rip to screw, its true in texas we just live up
Been on cusp
So much to feel, so much to feel

Round and round it goes
All I waited for
Waiting there me to get in my place
Drifting now I'm close
Got me sipping slow
They can see the feelings all on my face
Round and round it goes
All I waited for
Waiting there me to get in my place
Drifting now I'm close
Got me sipping slow
They can see the feelings all on my face
Mmhhmm
It's a way of life, way of life, way of life
It's a way of life, way of life, way of life
Mmhhmm
I'ma get it right, get it right, get it right
Gotta get it right