Start Again

'Cause it makes me feel that I could start again on it
With zero sense of belonging
I'm being as honest as I can
'Cause it makes me feel that I could start again

It's coming, I'm running
Who's holding, I'm rolling
You and me, it might be obvious
But I perceive something ominous

Bruised and beat
Like I've been harvested
Try to breathe
There's something more to this

I'm too tired to play another hand
I'm just hoping that you'll understand
I'm not trying to slow us down again
Just the fears are fucking with the plan
I'll take the whole day
You'll take it your way

I think I'm going back to bed, on it
With zero sense of belonging
I'm being as honest as I can
'Cause it makes me feel that I could start again on it
With zero sense of belonging
I'm being as honest as I can
'Cause it makes me feel that I could start again

It's safe here, I'm closed in
Just blankets and no serotonin
Keep moving, keep going
This treadmill feels like I've been growing

So I missed the letter out
You're kind enough to stick around
I feel it like the bad dreams
They boarded up the towns
There's wire across the doorways
And I will love you always

So I missed the letter out (so I missed the letter out)
You're kind enough to stick around
(You're kind enough to stick around)
I feel it like the bad dreams (I feel it like the bad dreams)
They boarded up the towns (they boarded up the towns)
There's wire across the doorways (there's wire across the doorways)
And I will love you always

It's fight or flight

'Cause it makes me feel that I could start again on it
With zero sense of belonging
I'm being as honest as I can
'Cause it makes me feel that I could start again

Whoa-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
'Cause it makes me feel that I could start again