Hunger I Fed

At the start wanted nothing else
You were what I dreamt
Took me in, it was magic I felt
But your mood turned to contempt
Things were good when it started off
But it wouldn't last for long
When things were bad kept my fingers crossed
I just kept holding on

But now that it's all over
And now that it's all done
I'm free from the past
Knew this shit wouldn't last
Wasn't just for fun
You're not gonna tempt me
No, I'm not coming back
After all of the blood that I shed
And your hunger I fed
Don't deny all the facts

All of this used to be everything
That I ever thought about
Took me in, brought me down to my knees
But your loves not what I found
Things were good when it started off
But that good soon turned to bad
All your calls they used to draw me in
And take everything I had

But now that it's all over
And now that it's all done
I'm free from the past
Knew this shit wouldn't last
Wasn't just for fun
You're not gonna tempt me
No, I'm not coming back
After all of the blood that I shed
And your hunger I fed

The things that you been sayin'
The way you been complainin'
(It scares me)
Thought you wanna save it
Now you just complicate it
(Can't take it)
The things you did to me
The things you made me do
And now see all of that is wasted
Guess I'm the one who's fooled
The way that you deny it
When I'm upset you fight it
(It's toxic)
Seems you're not compliant
To decency, I'm cryin'
(Out to you)
I think that this is wrong
You say it's only right
You're like a drug and I been feenin'
A line I can't rewrite

I know it was wrong for me to guess what's in your head
Lookin' at it now I see that you're the one who bled
Now I'm fallin' down, oh will you pick me up again
Cascading to the ground, oh please just let me be, my friend