So Lost

Still I keep searching
For what's deserving
In my thoughts are
Words that hold scars
I couldn't say them
Because I'm a good friend
I couldn't do that
Put you through all that

I am just as scared as we were it's like things never changed
Fuck this place I don't think there's anywhere that's safe
It's coming back now the memories made and dwelling on mistakes
Maybe we can dig our own graves but this time call it a sheltered place

Know this time that I don't wanna see another sad face again
We have each other to keep ourselves
Out of trouble so let's make our mistakes and pretend that it's fate
Broken places keep the memories made from growing into self hatred
Falling further away from who we become
But who we become are just the greatest mistakes that we take to our grave

I been so lost searching for hope
Maybe this is hell
It's all I'm used to
I don't think you
Understand me well
I am right here where I started
I'm not coming back
Promise me that you'll forget me
It's all I'll ever ask

Know this time that I don't wanna see another sad face again
We have each other to keep ourselves
Out of trouble so let's make our mistakes and pretend that it's fate
Broken places keep the memories made from growing into self hatred
Falling further away from who we become
But who we become are just the greatest mistakes that we take to our grave

We have each other to keep ourselves
Let's make our mistakes and pretend that it's fate
From growing into self hatred falling further away from who we become
But who we become are just the greatest mistakes that we take to our grave