Too Many Years

Sometimes you got to let out
If you cry that's ok
If you laugh that's ok
If you get mad that's ok
It's for you

Too many years
Living in the darkness
Too many years
Feeling like I'm worthless
Too many years
Feeling so hopeless
I don't wanna do this
Too many years
Putting up with bullshit
Too many years
Being dishonest
Too many years
Of hearing broken promises

Am I suppose to be sorry
For feeling the way I do
I thought that's what you wanted from me
To always tell the truth
Now here I am being truthful
All I get is a tooth full
Of all your bullshit and your mockery
And your bullshit hypocrisy
Stop all your disbelieving
Shoulda put trust in me
Stop all your hating
Started loving me
Instead you chose to be apart
Fucking broke my heart
So when I see your pictures
I rip them apart
And I hate it that we've come to this
And I hate it that you won't see me
When I get rich
Only see me on tv
On the Forbes list
Sorry not sorry
If you pissed

This is my individuality
Why do I
Got to be a black sheep?

If you knew
What I was
Feeling on my inside
I don't think you would do
All the things to
Make me cry
Feeling like I'm Robin
Feeling like I'm Cobain
Feeling like Anthony Bourdain
Feeling like I got this pain
That ain't never gonna go away
What I'm I suppose to say
When all you say
That I'm suppose to pray
None of yawl ain't religious
Yawl all acting suspicious (real suspicious)
Cuzz you treat me like shit one way
Then the other day you come back around screaming
Love Jesus
I'm done with hypocrisy
I'm done with all the bullshit philosophies
I'm done with monotony
Its time to start my own legacy

Too many years
Living in the darkness
Too many years
Feeling like I'm worthless
Too many years
Feeling so hopeless
I don't wanna do this
Too many years
Putting up with bullshit
Too many years
Being dishonest
Too many years
Of hearing broken promises