Losing My Mind

I don't know where to go
So I look to my dreams to hold
I just want to feel my way
Or am I
To Die
So I go make some noise
I just sit her a victim boy
Tell me which way I'm meant to go
Or am I
To Die
Is there heaven or is it hell
I'll sell my soul to get me home
Do you have a place for me to go
Or am I
To die

You're killing me and filling me with sorrows
Sunrise goodbyes and missing you tomorrows
What if the day never comes
And it starts getting dark and you're hearing those drums
Like a marching band you a Martian man
You're stuck in your routine and nightmares scream
From a release from your dreams and for paradise seen
But then paradise says you will never come to me
So, here's a bullet a gun
I show you how it works it's fun
Hit the trigger with your finger
Put the barrel to your dome
If you want to come on home this is the way it has to go
Don't worry about the mess there's no need for you to stress
By the time your body found you'll be so far from now
You'll be laughing in the clouds, there will be silence never loud
They'll applaud for you Al finding yourself for now
So, this the way it goes
Won't have to worry no more
No cause for the pain and the heartbreak man
And the zzz's will come to me
And in sleep I will dream
Of finding a better me

I don't know where to go
So, I look to my dreams to hold
I just want to feel my way
Or am I
To Die
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing me
Chasing time, I look to hide
For a place to escape my fate
Or am I
To die

Losing mind happens in only two sequences
Once separated it's like I'm in this purgatory
I just know that if I sin one more time
I'll be struck by lighting and I'll die
300 is not like I'm living
If I'm ever forgiven for everything that I've been sinning
I'll still be lost acting like I'm winning
I'm in a game that's over
How many times do I get it wrong
When I've tried to learn from
The mistakes that I made
When failures not an option
Not when I've forgotten
Everything I've identified of myself in the past
So, what have I done to this day
Have you ever thought about that
Likes what's your mark in life
What have you achieved
Did you ever succeed what is your legacy
Man, I've got nothing to leave behind so I don't know what the fuck you mean to me
What are they going to say on my deathbed
What are they going to say
Pull the trigger already and get it over with
People scared to work hard in life
Too scared to fucking try
But I tried and I died
If I tried too hard to survive
I don't give a damn about legacies
My legacies are killing me
You're killing me by filling me with hopes and dreams
I don't give a fuck
I just want zzz's
I just want to sleep
I want to overdose
I just want to kill
I don't want to go there as that's not really me
But I can say that you're killing me and feeling me with sorrows and sunrise and Goodbyes and wishing you a fucking good tomorrow
Fuck



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Writer(s): Alexander Campbell
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