Soul Search

Summer nights,
I've been sweating some,
Tryna get through what is life,
I been dreading some,
Needa work out what is right,
I've been dwelling some,
Tryna get through what I write,
Till my pen is done,
Ink is on the paper,
I sign my life,
Check it twice,
Tell my tale,
I unveil my behaviour,
In need of saviour,
No need to favour me,
Just don't be spoiled,
Remain loyal,
Keep your vain in me,
I'm feeling pain but I don't say,
I keep that pain in me,
They lead the way while I just stay,
Keep em away from me,
I take my way and walk astray,
I'm on that way to free,
Leave me to sway,
Keep me at bay,
I'm on that bay to sea,
Don't be afraid of me,
Don't be afraid to see,
Don't be afraid of what is vague,
Keep your faith in me,
I'm on a path that may not last,
But it's way I lead,
And I won't crash,
Cause I zoom past and not a soul I see,

Yeah these days are getting gloomy,
Nowadays family ain't your friends,
They get moody,
People there for you but they get really boujee,
They don't care for you,
They'd rather see you losing,
Life ain't fair to you,
But you keep living lucid,
Tryna make the most and pray to God for new shit,
Bumping music while you zone out pulling fuses,
Lights are off,
You light off,
You lose it,
You lose it,

Out of touch with reality,
Roll a blunt,
Take a puff,
See the galaxy,
You're in the cut,
Wanna cut,
Wanna challenge me,
We're growing up,
Going up,
What a fallacy,
Do not flatter me,
I know your mad at me,
You want me stuck,
In a rut,
What a parody,
I know your telling tales,
Tryna have me pull your veil,
Don't try my trust,
Try your luck,
You will fail,

People want me feeling like that I don't got it,
They want me failing,
Yeah I know this well,
People want me feeling like that I'm not worthy,
I'm unaffected yeah I hope they tell,
People want me feeling like that I don't got it,
They want me feeling like I'm living in a hell,
People want me feeling like I'm gonna fail,
They don't wanna see me work,
Don't wanna help,
They wanna see me in the dirt all by myself,
They wanna see me in the dirt all by my,
They wanna see me living hurt without no wealth,
They wanna see me living hurt all by myself,
They wanna see me in a...