Bout It

Nowadays I been feeling bout it,
What it means to me,
I can never doubt it,
I know there's more to see,
I'm plotting how to route it,
See there's more to me,
Not many know about it,
I see my parents growing old now,
I often wonder if they'll ever see me known now,
It's a funny world we live in,
The way the roles reverse,
Adults turn to children,
Nowadays a lot of shit it gets to me,
I can't watch the news without somebody next to me,
I know for certain I'd be hurting seeing less than me,
It's a burden,
Being burdened by such empathy,
I'm just grinding for some progress,
I just wish that sometimes I would know less,
Cause all this info got me feeling foul,
The way we limbo between theirs and ours,
Depression ain't so foreign now,
We feel it everyday,
It's boring now,
I feel this rain it keeps on pouring down,
God is good,
But he ain't scoring now,
I know the devil want me feeling low,
Where I feel down with no where to go,
But I won't follow either recipe,
I'll just leave it all to destiny...

I been feeling some way right now,
Everybody wanna play right now,
I don't know if I can ever be the same,
I been living life oh so strange,
See the world and I won't change,
I been living life all the same,
Ain't nobody wanna see what,
I,
I,
I,
I...

I been living life on,
Need another - hold on,
I don't know if I can go,
I don't know if I can see you,
Let alone just to be you,
Didn't know that I'd need you,
Didn't know that I'd be you,
Yeah...

I been living life like this,
Everybody know that I'm like this,
Pour another lemme light this,
I been up all night like this,

Pour another for me,
Let the bottle go drip - like that,
Pour another for me,
Baby girl just sit right back,

I need more just to live life all,
Bottle count 4 by the midnight uh,
Up two days eyelids like ugh,
Mind so dazed can't think - like huh?

I been living life like this,
Everybody know that my life like this (like this)
Tell em I'm alright like this,
I don't wanna fight,
I'ma ride like this,

I been living life on,
Need another - hold on,
I don't know if I can go,
I don't know if I can see you,
Let alone just to be you,
Didn't know that I'd need you,
Didn't know that I'd be you,
Yeah...