Catch Me

One, two...

If I fell would you catch me?
And don't say yes
'Cause I know if you did it's god damn lie
But you say it with your chest
And I confess that I feel less and less of myself each day
And i'm dealing with stress
I feel there's a shame if I fucking reach out
To the world and I told them that I was depressed

Who would've guessed I'm a mess
With a fake smile and a goatee
I guarantee nobody knows me
'Cause I keep my feelings on low-key
You think that I'm crowded with
Love and I'm chillin' they don't even notice I'm lonely
All they see is the surface when I feel
There isn't a purpose in living when I'm dying slowly

Shit, what if I instead died quick?
And called it the end I quit
Then they'd be like "holy shit"
Then they'd notice the little things
They didn't see in the past and it all right-clicks
They don't even know this side exists
The tides rip then they wanna go
Hop on the internet talking about "i miss"

If I fell would you catch me?
And don't say yes
'Cause I know if you did it's god damn lie
But you say it with your chest
And I confess
That I feel less and less of myself each day
And I'm dealing with stress
I feel there's a shame if I fucking reach out
To the world and I told them that I was depressed

Life makes no sense
Head on my desk
I guess I'm next
I hit my deck
I don't wanna go flex
I don't fit in the rest
I'ma god damn wreck

I can't even get a text back
Knocked off my feet been swept back
Hop off my meat take a step back
You don't know how much meaning
And sympathy one single text has
Damn

You were never there for me
Never tried to take care for me
No one ever could bare with me
Come cry on the god damn stairs with me
Your relief come share with me
Cause my life unfair you see
I'm falling

I never should read all the comments
But I don't listen to my conscience
I'm hot and he always tried to keep me cautious
I tell him that I'm just a kid in a life that I'm livin'
And all my feelings and emotions are hidden
I ain't even kiddin' when I fucking tell you I'm sad
And that all my emotions are written

In my head, I lie dead
I really should take my meds
My eyes filled I'm cryin'
They don't love me they lyin'
Damn

If I fell would you catch me?
And don't say yes
Cause I know if you did it's a god damn lie
But you say it with your chest
And I confess
That I feel less
And less of myself each day
And I'm dealing with stress
I feel there's a shame
If I fucking reach out to the world
And I told them that I was depressed