Delusion Can Be Your Best Friend

I'm making the most
I had a midlife crisis at thirteen
Unmitigated
Disaster

Throughout everything
If I did it all again
I'd still realise that
Monogamy
Is not my cup of tea

And there's a line to follow
A sickness to swallow
Desire ever only leads to shame
Unmitigated
Jealousy

Feelings and commitments
Aren't the same thing and
Feelings and commitments
Aren't the same thing and
Feelings and commitments
Aren't the same thing and
Feelings and commitments
Aren't the same thing and
Feelings and commitments
Aren't the same thing and
Feelings and commitments
Aren't the same thing and
Feelings and commitments
Aren't the same thing and
Feelings and commitments
Aren't the same thing and

I'm tired
So tired
So so so tired
My world is on fire
Cause I'm too wired
And I'm greedy
So greedy
Oh
I wasn't made for these times
It's not what they gave
It's what you've stolen

Give it a rest
This is real
This is real
Unmitigated
Kindness

You will go so far
And I will not reach you
The blessings you teach
And the love you preach
Will wash my drowning mind dry

And I
I am finished
Finished
Oooo

Aaaaaaa
Oooooo
Let go

Unmitigated
Anger
Unmitigated
(A literal panic attack)

Unmitigated
Closure
Unmitigated
Freedom