Never Forgotten

Tenichi
This shit real
Forreal
Yeah

All of these trials and these problems
No time I can solve them
I pause them and think I can take it
See I got people that's dead
And I wish I can call them
I can't, man that shit leave me so shaken
Moma say church is the answer
But I get no answer
When I'm on my knees and I'm praying
I say I'm depressed and they think that I'm playing
I put it in songs but they miss what I'm saying
Like how in the fuck do a nigga stay strong
It's only bullshit that come to my phone
And I isolate and they say that I'm wrong
And they label me bad when say leave me alone
Like give me some time and some space
Man I swear I don't plan it
This shit coming fast
Where it's too tough to manage
These problems a plane and it's too high to land it
And I'm scared of heights so at times I just panic
I panic (I panic)
Yeah (yeah)
This pressure build up til a nigga explode
I sunk into darkness forgot bout my goals
My smile is a mask just so nobody knows
Dee fuck me up when he went down that road
I was 16 trynna carry the load
I was holding shit down and still stuck to the code
See I stuck to the code ain't no folding
I stuck to the code and they know it
See I got potnas that's claiming they love and support me
But some of these niggas don't show it
Like why in the fuck is you scared who gone make it out first
I really thought we was in this together
That fake love that these niggas show is the worst
We suppose to be tied forever

And some of them problems is gone but they ain't forgotten
I got potnas that's gone but they ain't forgotten
Some of that pain is gone but it ain't forgotten

I'm getting texts from my uncle
He worried bout moma
And say that she have trouble breathing
My moma be sick as a dog
But the worst of it all
Is the fact her heart rate decreasing
And I wish I could take all that pain
If I could then I would but I can't
So I'm watching her go through that pain
And It's crazy cause doctors can't tell us a thang
But my mom always tell me there's one thing to blame
That her heart just been broken
Since daddy was chosen to die
And go walk through the gates
Then all of the lying and drugs
And the friends with fake love
Had to came through invading her space
I Saw her get locked up at 8
And I can still see the look on her face
She smiling at me just like everything straight
I see right through it and I can tell that it's fake
You ain't gotta be fake with me
I open my heart and I close it
So there ain't no vacancy
I tried to go cope with them problems
But they started breaking me
I tried to go up with my potnas
But they started hating me
They was full of that jealousy
Yeah (lets go)

Some of my potnas is gone
But they ain't forgotten
Some of them problems is gone
But they ain't forgotten
Some of that pain is gone
But it ain't forgotten
I ain't forgot it
Tenichi