To the Face

I take a blunt to the face
Just to try to escape
All the day to day things that always be stressing me out
I'm getting faded because sobers complicated
The thought of being present in the moments overrated
I care less less about the what ifs sometimes it works
Because I put my head down like I'm dead now and this shits a curse
But I never know what's right
Fuck sleep i'll stay up all night
Keep away from my own damn mind
Till I pass out and I'm feeling fine

Its just something that I can't control
Its just something that I can't control
Its just something that I can't control

Why the fuck are we pretending
That everybody gets a happy ending
I know its different now still cant figure out
What I'm missing now and it gets me down
But you know I'm trying
Over my head times flying
Out of my mind just to find what I like
When I'm here on the mic I'm fighting dying woah
I do not see where this goes
Finding my light in the road
I've just been feeling one day I could make it out here from the bottom
I'm Feeling so close
But I am all on my own
The path I've been on got me feeling alone
I could just get up and drink from the bottle
The rest of my life but I'm screaming out no

Its just something that I can't control
Its just something that I can't control
Its just something that I can't control

I keep on fighting
My mind improvises
I need to escape get away from these vices
The feeling is fleeting
Constantly needing
More in my system I can't stop the bleeding
I'm coming down from the highest of feelings
Creating this low from the wounds that aren't heeling
Repressed all these thoughts on the inside concealing
Slowly but surly it all starts unreeling

Its just something that I can't control
Its just something that I can't control
Its just something that I can't control



Credits
Writer(s): Kyle Cayer
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