Always

I was sitting on the bus and it occurred to me
I used to be happy about this situation that I'm in
Nothing ever changed but a heart beating kinda fast
Was for a moment next to mine for breakfast

For the first time in my life
I'm this confused about things I've always known about
My head is taking me one place
But my heart has stronger voice, I'm not like a canvas
Anymore but it kept feeling like it and I can't stand empty sensations
I filled the white with every color and burned the whole thing down
I felt emotions

I've always known about
This state of mind I'm in right now
There's always been a doubt
And things might not work out in my head
But in my palm is your hand
It calms me down like nothing else
Has never felt like anything at all

I'm a man who's been pushing forward
Now I'm feeling kinda tired
Since that night I've just been feeling lonely
I'm not even crying
I guess I'm just built to work things out slowly
Even my best of trying
Has not changed the fact that lately
Inside I'm always crying

I've always known about
This state of mind I'm in right now
There's always been a doubt
And things might not work out in my head
But in my palm is your hand
It calms me down like nothing else
Has never felt like anything at all

I am alone now
All the time actually
Sleeping in my own house
It was gonna happen eventually
I'm not sure what this means
But it's certainly enough for me
I just know that it's all bad for me
All the things I need

They are waiting for me
And all the things I need
They are bad for me

I've always known about
This state of mind I'm in right now
There's always been a doubt
And things might not work out in my head
But in my palm is your hand
It calms me down like nothing else
Has never felt like anything at all

I've always known about
This state of mind I'm in right now
There's always been a doubt
And things might not work out in my head
But in my palm is your hand
It calms me down like nothing else
Has never felt like anything at all

Nothing at all
No, nothing at all
Nothing at all



Credits
Writer(s): Juho Oksa
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