Vertigo

Okay I got a couple feelings that aren't too very happy
Little issues where I really need a box of tissues
Everyone's been mad at me cause honestly I can't control my actions

I'm sorry
I don't mean to be the way I am
I wish I could change
But the way that life it's looking

It might take some time
Hopefully It don't take too long
I'll write my thoughts down so I can make a song
But the people listening don't really know the meaning
They like to listen to the simple jingles
A simple instrumental
With a couple lines that they can relate too

They don't know what I go through
I'm just trying to grow up
I'm sorry I'm an inconvenience
I'll just leave the room now cause you don't really need me
I just need some time
Please give me some time

Let me go
Cause I keep fucking up
(Just let me go)
I don't matter
Just Leave me here to rot
(Just leave me)
Lost my chance
But I'm not giving up
(I'm not giving up now)
Hear my voice
Now Don't you dare give up
(Don't give me up)

Sometimes
I just want to run away
Grab a bottle and just ease the pain
If I leave I know you'll be okay
I need you and you don't need me

I wish these things could just change
Pushed too many buttons
Didn't know that I would break them
And I know that saying sorry doesn't start to crack the surface
I honestly don't even know if I have a purpose
I'm worthless
I know this
You told me
I was always great at listening
Just never thought I'd have to hear you leaving

I'm sorry
I don't mean to be the way I am
This might take some time

Let me go
Cause I keep fucking up
(Just let me go)
I don't matter
Just Leave me here to rot
(Just leave me)
Lost my chance
But I'm not giving up
(I'm not giving up now)
Hear my voice
Now Don't you dare give up
(Don't give me up)