Creature of Habit

You were shimmering gold
I was burning alive
And with all of your might
You would not be broken
The resentment you hold
Will lead you to disaster
Isn't that what you're after?
A cruel and wicked mind

Can you stop and collect yourself?
I said no, I said no
Take a deep breath and hold it in
Think my heads gonna blow, oh
I can tell you're not trying hard enough
I can feel it
Would you like to be in my place?
I just feel like you're thinking too hard
It doesn't matter
Tell me that to my face, ugh

It's closing in on me
I can't prepare, I cannot sleep
I feel it deep within my bones
It never lets me be
My mind, my heart, a life in peace
I take it everywhere I go

I've been buried in snow
But I've never been dead
Is it all in my head?
Is it ever-growing?
When the sky starts to fall
Where will we find shelter?
Just a breeze in the swelter
Will get me through this time

Are you sure you don't need something?
I'm just trying to cope
I'll be here if you need to vent
No I don't, No I don't
Life is hard, you gotta get back up
Can you tell that I've heard that before?
I'm just trying to help you, I love you
I feel like I'm being ignored

It's closing in on me
I can't prepare, I cannot sleep
I feel it deep within my bones
It never lets me be
My mind, my heart, a life in peace
I take it everywhere I go

Have you ever thought about how it would feel to be separate
From the things that make you feel like you're thinking legitimate
I hate to ramble off, I'm just being considerate
I don't want to hear you try to waste your breath
I'm not needing to be saved from the clutches of Baphomet
Or trapped beneath the ice on a different planet
I'm stuck in my own mind like a creature of habit
I'll be anxious and afraid until I'm dead
Fuck