Letter to Maddie

Where did time go
I'm pushing standing ten toes
Was wondering about you
I can't believe that you gone
Not like these other guys
Cause a nigga was built strong
But I can't cry now
Feel in love with ya smile
And you looking down I know you proud
You ya mommas child
You never let me down
But when I hit the ground
Who gon come and pick me up
I got a thousand in this van its time to zip em up
But I can't think or nun
Roll up and hit the blunt
I swear my mind is stuck
Kinda geeking off the runtz
Need my money upfront
This a letter to Maddie
I hope you happy In another place
I don't really cry but when you died
It took my heart away
I just wanna see ya face
Laugh it off like it's okay
But I can't say I changed
I stayed down till you meet ya day
But anyways
Get to the chase
I really loved you
And you knew that great
Fucked with other niggas
But everybody know you was bae
Tryna write my wrong in all these songs feel like the only way
I know you gonna hear me say
The love for you it's on display

Didn't really know pain
Till I lost you
I Remember when you told me
That I would rock with you
I set it off fa my homies
In the name of you
At the top it get lonely
But this what I do

I remember we was just kids
Tryna figure out what love really is
But I always mad hella fast been with the shits
You was there to hold me down when I flip out my wig
Ever since then you was right here and you rap my shit
I'm on the come up and I know you see it
At the same time battling fighting demons
My life was turning for the worse
I had to get speaking
Cause if I lied on one my songs
That day I'm really squeezing
But back to Maddie
I had to roll a fatty and think some bars for this
I can't see you now but in the afterlife, we dropping clips
Bro nem they gon bop to this
Losing not an option kid
I stamped that November 26
I'm going in
Most important person in my eyes
For you, I was the evil type
A gentleman that kills the mic
I blame myself for when you cried
I never thought that you would fly
Emotions running really high
Tryna cope but when I try
This murder shit run thru my mind

Didn't really know pain
Till I lost you
I Remember when you told me
That I would rock with you
I set it off fa my homies
In the name of you
At the top it get lonely
But this what I do
Long live Maddie for real
Forever stepping in yo name
Till they put me in my grave
I love you
For real



Credits
Writer(s): Jermaine Shlemon
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