Contemplation

Around me, there's just emptiness
Voices and whispers surrounding
Echoing in my head
Doubting my own steps

Falling here, my choice
For a ray of joy
Chained by myself
Singing for a chance
Thoughts out of control
Through despair and love
Here there's just a coward
Trembling to go forward

And then I kneel before you
In tears and torn by a black rose
The spouse is crying you see
Please Queen of the Dead
Just grant me one wish

The day I saw you
The sun was high in the sky
Just a sweet illusion
No melody could compare
Thinking afterwards
Was it a blessing or a curse?
Knowing you, embracing you?

Then you fell asleep
In my arms
Your spirit away
For a mistake
The snake disappeared
With my sanity
My song will break
The chains of fate

And then I kneel before you
In tears and torn by a black rose
The spouse is crying you see
Please Queen of the Dead
Just grant me one wish

She returned, like before
Her eyes still in my dreams
The last touch felt too far
My mind breaks in memories

Now the path is clear
Come with me my dear
Just stay close to me
But you I must not see
The deal is settled
And my mind is ready
To go on and on
Until we see the light

But an anxious voice
Inside my head
Recalled all the void
That I failed to fed
An urgent sensation
Is she real or not?
And all I've done crumbles

The sun, the warmth
Inside my heart is cold
The hand that kept you tight
Numb it rests on my side

The guilt, the sorrow
But I cannot scream
The wind howls
Like leaves I want to fall

And then I kneel before you
In tears and torn by a black rose
The spouse is crying you see
Please Queen of the Dead
Gant me one wish

And then I kneeled before you
In tears and torn by a black rose
My sin won't be cleansed
Please Queen of the Dead
Give me a second chance