By Design

I wish I could ghost you or leave you unread
I wish I could go to some other instead
I wish I remembered the way that I feel
The next time you make something this big a deal

I wish I was stubborn I wish I was strong
I wish that I hadn't been wishing this long
Maybe it's just my forgiving heart or
Maybe I'm hoping for something to start

Maybe it's by design
That I get hurt and act just fine
Maybe there's reason for
The way that I forgive you and still want more
You've made it clear that you don't want me here
So why do you call me by dear

Maybe it's by design
That I get hurt and act just fine
Maybe there's reason for
The way that I forgive you and still want more
You've made it clear that you don't want me here
So why do you call me by dear



Credits
Writer(s): Karina Johanna May
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