Purgin'

Know that I been gone for a minute now
Dropped it but I may still pick it back up
But where'd I lose it
If they could listen closely in the music
They'd realize I've been foolish
Saying things that I don't mean
Just cus' I'm hurting
Yeah we know that's her thing
Shit, might need another drink
Now I'm falling in and out of bars
Took a break from really writing bars
The world may never know who you are
But your still the star of my heart
Got me listening to blink 182
Like hello I miss you
Like hello how do you do
Are we still cool
Or did it go to ruins
I'm tryna keep it all fluid
Got me chasing all these fluids
Hate when we get into it
But I gotta keep it moving baby

Now I'm strolling down memory lane
Tears in my eyes and tears on the page
We will never see the world the same
This ain't no blame game
Listen, I'm just purging pain
Now I'm strolling down memory lane
Tears in my eyes and tears on the page
We will never see the world the same
This ain't no blame game
Listen, I'm just purging pain

What's the game, what's the game
Tell me how you feel, how you feel
Keep it real, keep it real
Just tell me what's ideal, what's ideal
I mean this whole ordeal make me think I will never heal
All these scars keep showing
All this pain exploding
Hard for me to focus
So I had to let it all out
Being open

I'm just being open
I hate feeling hopeless
You know that you provoke this
This pain is just that potent
I wish there was a spell I could cast
To escape all the negative that haunts me from my past
I ain't even gon' act, even gon' front
This ain't what I wanted
When you left me all alone
Making music on my own
Aint no features on most my tracks
How you go and do that
All that savage shit you displayed
Turned me to an aristocrat
With too much class to plot revenge
I digi dashed out on most my friends
I won't lash out or make amends
I want cash outs without an end
I've been stashing for defense
When I miss you it depends
On how far I've been swimming uh from the deep end
On how far out I am
Cus' if I'm back in tune with self care
It's like you not even there
And I just don't fucking care
The end...

Strolling down memory lane
Tears in my eyes and tears on the page
We will never see the world the same
This ain't no blame game
Look, I'm just purging pain
Now I'm strolling down memory lane
Tears in my eyes and tears on the page
We will never see the world the same
This ain't no blame game
Listen, I'm just purging pain
Listen, I'm just purging pain