That's Life

Truth is I'm on the edge
And I'm bout to lose it all
Been ghosted
My soul busted
And I don't know who to call
Feelin so Stevie
Now I'm wondering who I saw
Cuz the person I'm lookin at me
He don't look like me at all
These collections letters
Stay piling up on the dresser
Spent too much money I ain't have
Trying to impress her
I guess there's the lesson
You can't buy divine intervention
Think you got a piece of heaven
When really you just be renting
Ain't nothin what you expected
And that's the first mistake
Cuz expectation can really take
The joy outta something great
Leave you second guessing
Every single move you make
Have a five course meal
Feeling like an empty plate
Never satisfied
My life never been enough for me
Trouble connecting dots between
Who I am and who I want to be
I think it's safe to say that
Maybe I am struggling
To juggle these thoughts
I need air but I won't let me breathe

That's life
Living in a world so cold
That's life
Feeling like you're all alone
That's life
Just trying to keep control
That's life
Baby don't let it go
Can't sleep at night
So I stay up penning these verses to this madebyTHRD shit
Like therapy
Anything to distract from
Thoughts of closing the curtains
Feelin like I'm alone and I'm worthless
Doin my best to make sure
I'm the only one that I'm hurtin
I ain't tryin to bleed
On people that don't deserve it
So I push these feeling down
Deep below the surface
And keep the trees burnin
Stay high enough to escape the burden
The weight of the world
It's like it's all on my shoulders
Thought I'd die by 25
But here I am getting older
And still I got no idea
Where it is that I'm going
Still believing in love
But I be knowin it's hopeless
It's like friends never really friends
Just acquaintances
Actors and actresses
Staring in fake relationships
You never really know em
But give em your trust
Don't realize you fucked up
Till you already been stung
Damn

That's life
Living in a world so cold
That's life
Feeling like you're all alone
That's life
Just trying to keep control
That's life
Baby don't let it go



Credits
Writer(s): Kenneth Robert Michael Geriets, Thrd Andrews
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