Existing

I put my thoughts Into these words I hope you listen
And I won't ever stop girl I can go the distance
But these thoughts inside my head they all feel twisted
Ain't no more following the rules yeah fuck the system
I know it's getting kinda hard but I'm persistent
And while I'm writing all these songs I'm reminiscing
You gotta atop and take a look or you might miss it
Because your life could all be over in an instance
I'm existing

I'm just mad at all the pain that I permitted
When I think I about my life everything that could be different
I just wanna go hard maybe I could split the difference
I just need another five need another intermission

I feel the pain but they only see the scars
You want another life cuz this one kinda hard
Won't let nobody in always keeping up your guard
You run and grab the gun and you aim it at your heart
I feel the same but I'm falling apart
I always feel small when i look at the stars
Just take another chance you can show who you are
You could do it all over fresh from the start
I grab a cup but I'm killing my liver
I wanna stop but I ain't a quitter
And all the pain it just keep getting thicker
Driving me insane so I'm pulling the trigger

I put my thoughts Into these words I hope you listen
And I won't ever stop girl I can go the distance
But these thoughts inside my head they all feel twisted
Ain't no more following the rules yeah fuck the system
I know it's getting kinda hard but I'm persistent
And while I'm writing all these songs I'm reminiscing
You gotta atop and take a look or you might miss it
Because your life could all be over in an instance
I'm existing



Credits
Writer(s): Kristopher Greil
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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