More Than Half a Heart

I don't think I'm falling apart
Just wondering if I'll ever wake up and feel the same
The postcards I wrote to myself are taped to the fridge
And they tell me that nothings changed
It's hard not to believe them when my lantern is going dim
I'm all out of matches, my lantern is going dim

All I am
Is just broken bones in an empty body
But I think I'll be just fine
As I just get out of my head

I thought a lot about California
And all of those cities I walked in
Those places that I spilled my blood
It's too damn reductive to imply that I didn't want this
Or that I didn't try
I gave it more than half a heart
Yeah I gave it more than half a heart

All I am
Is just broken bones in an empty body
But I think I'll be just fine
As soon as I get out

I'm searching for meaning in constant repeating
This winter is freezing and keeping the words in my lungs
What more can I say?

I don't think I'm falling apart
(I gave this more than half a heart)
I'm just wondering if I'll ever wake up and feel the same
I gave it more than half a