The Matrix

Yeah
Aight
Cold
Emotion
Don't know where I'm going
Evil in my soul so I guess that I was chosen
Stranded
Alone
With my thoughts
Stay focused
Ain't no Life of Pi I'm the animal on the boat and
The oceans not flowing
I'm stuck I try rowing
Better luck I'm just floating
Where the fuck's the damn coast and
How long till it's showing
I was broken now I'm hopeless
Try to find myself but I think I'm a fucking ghost and
This wasn't what my life was supposed to be made out to be
Thought I was meant for greatness now
It's just a way out for me
Floated through my life and now it started drowning me
And all I ever wanted was my family to be proud of me
But how could they do it when I'm not proud in myself
I always make excuses and you know that doesn't help
My way out is this music I ain't good at nothing else
So I just gotta do it and hope I don't fucking fail

So I play this
To escape shit
Get away get away like
The matrix
Get out my space bitch
Out of my space
So I play this
To escape shit
Get away get away like
The matrix
Get out my space bitch
Out of my space

I don't like to be around people
I tend to get uncomfortable
Don't know if it's about me though cause it might be just cause of you
People lie and talk shit
Damn life's exhausting
Don't got a lotta friends cause I tend to write em off shit
Work every fucking night for a check that I just throw away
Tyna change my life but I'm not dedicated all the way
But all I'll say is I'm not phased and I just got some growing pains
Every opportunity I have fucking goes away
And now I'm in this motherfucking shit like a tennis shoe
And anybody tryna go against I'll fucking finish you
The only reason I'm always a prick if you can't get a clue's
Cause every single person is a bitch and too predictable
But honestly, I hate myself and tend to take it out on people
I'm just tryna generate some wealth until I'm feeling equal
But
I can't flip this shit around until I see results
My self esteem's down I can barely feel a pulse

So I play this
To escape shit
Get away get away like
The matrix
Get out my space bitch
Out of my space
So I play this
To escape shit
Get away get away like
The matrix
Get out my space bitch
Out of my space

I try to get myself motivated
But
I don't know if I'ma ever make it
I
Have doubts and some hesitation
But
I always dream about better places yeah
I get back into a rhythm
Get on track w good precision
Put in work it isn't given
Spill my soul in what I've written
I was drained, needed an outlet
Hated life, needed out it
Now I'm charged and been rerouted
My heart can beat cause I found it
I was bursting at the seams
Had shit that needed released
Now I'm planted on my feet with no panic
It's all relieved
And I know it sounds like I've been bitching moaning and groaning
Bout some shit that that we all deal with
I ain't get a bigger dosage
But I hold this shit so close and I would never let it go if
I ain't have a way to do it that made me feel so explosive
Like a bomb to my chest
All I want is respect
And I'ma get it if it kills me and honor it through my death

So I play this
To escape shit
Get away get away like
The matrix
Get out my space bitch
Out of my space
So I play this
To escape shit
Get away get away like
The matrix
Get out my space bitch
Out of my space



Credits
Writer(s): Brock Simpson
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