Idk How to Love Myself

It's not you, it's me
I don't know how to love myself
I can't love you, I be
Trying not to snuff myself

(MG on the beat, someone come get me)

It's not you, it's me
I don't know how to love myself
I can't love you, I be
Trying not to snuff myself
It's not you, it's me
I don't know how to love myself
I can't love you, I be
Trying not to snuff myself

I don't gotta say a word
And if I do, I say it slurred
That shit has got my vision blurred
I should've checked that shit they stirred
I'm not staring right at you
But I'm staring right through you
I'm not there, you're like, yoohoo
My despair got me too blue
I'm fucking free when I'm writing these songs
This shit that helps keep me fighting, prolongs
My life, so help me right all of my wrongs
Ain't gotta tell me that I don't belong
I fucking be crying, lighting my bong
That hit won't help me, I'm dying, I'm gone
That underlying voice egging me on
It is implying that I don't belong

No love, no push, just shove
Cold stuff, roll kush, just puff
So tough, you call my bluff
So rough, I've had enough

If my tears supposed to signal
That I need support
Then my thinking is too wishful
There's no one on board
I know you can hear me sniffle
When I go record
I'm daydreaming, way too wistful
Never rained, it only poured
Never rained, it only drizzled
I die by the fucking sword
I can see the water ripple
In my head, it just distort
I'm just tryna keep it civil
I don't like me anymore
I might end it in the middle
I might really cut it short

It's not you, it's me
I don't know how to love myself
I can't love you, I be
Trying not to snuff myself
It's not you, it's me
I don't know how to love myself
I can't love you, I be
Trying not to snuff myself



Credits
Writer(s): Mansoor Gottem
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