the past can hurt us all

RIP to all the people that I once used to know
Gone with time, I lost family, I lost bros
Not physically though, but emotionally it's a struggle
Some people I loved back in the day, but now fuck em
But that's just how life goes, see I ain't mad
Bottled up emotions which I release on the pad
It's just sad how much I knew some people
But then we fucked around, made distance like we're sick with the measles
See, I used to be inseparable with some, shit happened
The comradery between us is done, like I attacked them
All I did was be loyal, put everything on line
Almost did time, but they were my brothers, so that was life
Almost got kicked out for a cracka, now we don't talk
I gave all my loyalty to another, but he done fucked
Cuz we both changed, he shat on the love that I gave him
But it's okay, he preffered to leave me for a bitch
I couldnt change, the mindset in plan so it was done
Tears and fractured bones in my hands, it wasn't fun
Under my anger lie years of pain and suffering
And fuckin' stress, and Imma say this not mumble it
The depression and dark thoughts, have left my brain for now
Tryna do everything with seriousness and style

With seriousness and style
With seriousness and style, yeah