Parking Lot Tunes

Now it's getting too lonely here on the east side, beast side, can I rest in peace side
I'm feeling too phony to all of my homies, retry, man I wanna retry
Everyone's gonna fade away, I need some help which path do I choose
Cause I'll end up all by myself in my car singing parking lot tunes, yeah

Now it's getting too lonely here on the east side, beast side, can I rest in peace side
I'm feeling too phony to all of my homies, retry, man I wanna retry
Everyone's gonna fade away, I need some help which path do I choose
Cause I'll end up all by myself in my car singing parking lot tunes

The homie sent me this beat, a couple months ago
But I've been feeling so weak, that I ain't even wrote
Or haven't written, not losing my love for spitting
But lately I'm contradicting like everything in my vision
The mission is pending and I'm just chilling in intermission
It feels as though I am slipping and locked up in my own prison
Keep forgetting that I've risen, the old me's so persistent
Keep on gripping to the past and trapped stuck in the system, never listen
I'm heavily feeling distant and steadily feel resistance
I'm ready for intervention, please help me I need some fixing
I'm lost and left just wishing
my thoughts would all just switch up and paint a prettier a picture
Regardless I'm just bitching
Instead of getting up off of my ass
I got no cash I'm broke and thinking y'all gonna Laugh
I work 50 hours a week and the jobs not bad
But the simple fact of the matter is the wad don't last
This check to check so incorrect
I'm stressed as heck from depths of debt please press reject
In retrospect, death might've been the bestest bet
I'm upset and vexed and yes I'm blessed I guess
But could quickly forget when laying your pets to rest
May sound silly yeah I know but this quests a mess
I'm so tired of working hurting I can't get no rest
And every day seems so repetitive so guess what's next

Now it's getting too lonely here on the east side, beast side, can I rest in peace side
I'm feeling too phony to all of my homies, retry, man I wanna retry
Everyone's gonna fade away, I need some help which path do I choose
Cause I'll end up all by myself in my car singing parking lot tunes, yeah

Doesn't matter how hard I try to find a way up
Unluck, trust I'll find my way down
Critiquing my life and every step I take now
Wishing that people cared before hearing my sound

Dreams of mine are fading away
Don't wanna drown in my modern day blues yeah
And when I listen to these parking lot tunes
Tears fall on my three striped shoes
Damn that's tough

Bumping tunes in the Chevrolet gets me through
And imma keep turning till I break the nob off
Singing out the pain what a shame that it's
Never enough, never enough, damn

Cause these songs don't heal scars all the way
But maybe if they did I'd be writing for nothing
Can a little luck please come my way, my way

Cause these scars don't heal all the way
I'm screaming

It takes a piece of me to write miseries
Of all the things that seem to never sleep inside
I'm unsatisfied, I'll do it every time just to ease my mind



Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Hailey
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