Gifted Avoidance

"One of the funny insights that I had
That I don't try to make sense of, that I, in fact, don't believe
But I thought it, and i-it-it was an emotionally opening thought
Though it's absurd on the face of it"

Laugh at a time storm
Accurate craft of a rhyme form
Magic will grapple with fact when his mind's torn
From this obligation I've sworn
And you're fuckin' with a part of me that hasn't been born yet
I'm one to forget, this is more than just a glorified horse quartet
And I'm not saying there's a father or a warden
But I think that us creating is important
Demigod locked in a closed space
And he knocks any odd schlub into flow states, post-haste
Wanna ask how there is nothing past now
But he's drunk and passed out
And he's loving that, wow

Mistaken to seem you're awake in a dream
When you creep to the edge of vibration of being
It's the immersion in the sound
And it's universes all the way down, down
Time stops
As I fidget while my mind rots
Images of past lives flash by blind spots
Synergistic rhymes drop bridges to the ground
And it's universes all the way down, down
Down the everloving face of overwhelming clarity
In therapy to barely be aware of being scared of me
Yet the delusions are profound
And it's universes all the way down

Or was it turtles?
I spit the stunt rip, I frontflip over hurdles
I think there's something to the fact that humor's universal
It's best to make the cream before the milk starts to curdle
And I can't shake the feeling that they've stolen all my memories
And sentenced me the penance of like seven billion entities
What if Sisyphus' boulder's really just the energy
Of everything that's been and everything that could potentially

I think they'll mention me
I'm sentient with a tendency to vent comprehensively
I seek gifted avoidance
Feel the beast shift in the void in annoyance
And I can read your brain waves, honestly
But that's okay 'cause everybody's doing it subconsciously
I'm haunted by the lack of despondency
Constantly

Hold the phone 'cause my opponents are the bonafide erroneous
I'm only just an omen to the end of all your loneliness
We're folding this in half until it's only us
You'd laugh at what the stature of your average persona was
Time stops
As I fidget while my mind rots
Images of past lives flash by blind spots
Synergistic rhymes drop bridges to the ground
And it's universes all the way down, down
Down the everloving face of overwhelming clarity
In therapy to barely be aware of being scared of me
Yet the delusions are profound
And it's universes all the way down
Down, down, down, down, (down, down) down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down

"And you return to it with an immense sense of relief
It's just like, ugh"